State of feels

You make me crazy
I just can't understand you
You're like coffee:
Hot and bitter at the same time
That magical moment when
I hate you and love you
At the same time
That intriguin' moment when
I hate me and love me
At the same time
That feel that fills me
Completes me
Kills me
If you could hear
My thoughts
Could you still want me by your side?
If I could hear
Your thoughts
Could I still want you by my side?
I cannot say
That I didn't know
What were happen
I cannot say that
I didn't see it comin'
I could've avoided it
But I was unable to
Or maybe I didn't wanted to?
Sometimes I want to leave you
But I'm afraid you never miss me
Would you miss me if I go?